We all heard about xiaxue wendy and we know her well enough from her blog. Seen her on tv? Girls out loud. Ok. Heres the battle between xiaxue and her enemy! its really hilarious and stupid. Super singaporean.



* another misty day 10:22 PM

The song that belongs to the both of you and me,
never thought that i would cry listening to it

I gave you my all and it was all a play.
A plot to see your value.
Do i deserve this, sometimes i wonder.

What's with the test?
2 knights each time.
I had enough of decison.
Man will never learn to cherish until they lose it
Till then, its all regrets.

When i look out of my window,
a reflection i see,
not of me but of the surrounding.
Everything is binded so tightly,
i can hardly breathe.

I need more than i have,
I'll never be contented till it changes.
My walk, my path, my future.

Lead me the way that i deserved,
someone worthy of my love.

* another misty day 4:57 PM

* another misty day 9:12 PM

Went clubbing last night with han, rendall and shawn. I was really noisy that night. I cant stand commenting on people. Lol. So here goes.

11pm - we ordered drinks and i sacrifce one of my drink coupon for han because he says he wants to get high. Each of us had 2 free drink coupon. So han had 3 because i gave him mine. I ordered vodka blueberry. Not bad i must say. Shawn and rendall had 2 tequila shots and han had 1 tequila shot, 1 tequila pop and 1 burben coke. Then we went to the dance floor.

12pm - we were desperately squeezing to get to the dance floor and before entering the dance floor, something hilarious happened. Han : "LOOK THERES A MOTHER HERE." Wtf, i tot what is he talking about. There's this 50 years old obasan! Lol, she probably looking for her child. Its so funny!

1am - We danced for an hour already. I tell you, this is soooooo funny! I saw 1 mr bean dancer and 1 ostrich dancer. Ok we all know how mr bean dances. His butt is pushed forward. THATS WAD I SAW ONE OF THE GIRL DOING. Then theres another group of 4 girls looks cheena to me. One of them was just rotating her head, pushing it forward and stuff. It was so hilarious. We were standing near the DJs there and leaning against the cardboard. Then those 4 girls and 2 guys keep pushing us to the end. I was so pissed i told han, 'let me help you push them away." Poor han was so squeezed he couldn't dance. So i purposely dance infront of han and sort of push push push them. Lol. But they so buay zhi dong. After awhile i managed to get some of our space back.

2am - The screen showed "1 for 1 housepour! Spirit, red ice, jugs and cups from 2am to 3am!" Something liek that. Then han wanted to drink more so we went to buy drinks. I tell u, its a stupid gimmick by that club. 1 Jug cost 20+ normally and during this shitted 2am 1 for 1 thing, They sold it for 40. So, wads with the promotion. Duhz. We ended up going 7/11 to get drinks.

3am - We were back at the dance floor dancing, and the area above my stomach, below my ribcage was huting like hell. I needed some rest. Rendall was alraedy missnig by then. So the 3 of us stood near the edge of the dance floor for me to rest. This white guy came over and talk to me. I was soooo scared. I was tugging shawn's shirt. He said this. "Hi, what you doing here?" So i said i was resting becos my stomach hurts. "Whats your name?" I said Grace and he was telling me his name but i couldn't hear clearly so i just nod. "Do you have a bf?" I said no. "You're so pretty and you dont have a bf?" I said thank you and was a ltitle uncomfortable with him being beside me so I told han to help me. Then that white guy talk to shawn because shawn was beside me and after introduction, that white guy asked shawn whether he is my bf, shawn said yes then he left. THANKS SO MUCH SHAWNNIEEE. Ok, thats all to the white guy trying to pick me up stuff.

4am - I tell you, try dancing for 5 hours. On your heels. Its killing me! The music started to get better and suddenly theres a fight at the dance floor. Everyone was looking at them fight and the guards came over to stop them. I couldn't care less, i was jumping and dancing. Lol. After that cleared. Then the next song lyrics was something like "dont fight" I was luffing. Ok the next shit thing im gonna comment. Theres this group of malay guys and chinse girls and 1 chinse guy. Bboys i think. They were dancing and stuff then theres this bitchy girl. I dunno whether she had a guy but she flirting with all the guys she see. Ok now i know how shitty girls look when they flirt with alot of guys. Then theres this malay girl who wore a v-shaped top. I know i'm damn ass to keep bitchin abt people. But lol. i cant take it. Its funny. She was really skinny and prolly v. small boobs and her bra looks too big for her. Because its v-shaped, i could see her bra and her breast having a ltitle distance. V-shaped top are for girls with nice boobies to show their cleavage. She showed air. Im not saying i have big boobies or nice boobies but if you dont have den dun force it la. Damn, i feel bitchy.

4.30am - We went mac for breakfast and took a cab home. I reach ard 5am and my hair stink liek f............. took a shower and totally went into deep sleep.

3pm - Woke up, bathe. I cant take it. stink so badly, i meant my hair. Went to the salon for wash and blow. I smell nice now. Ok the bloody hairdresser wants to charge me extra 7 bucks if i wanted to kiap my hair straight. Other salon don't charge la. Nvm abt that,. While she was blowing my hair, theres this lady who walked behind her and accidentally pushed her a ltitle THEN MY HAIR GOT STUCK IN THE HAIR DRYER the sucking air part behind it. SHIT HER LAAAAAAA. She pulled my hair out and said it was fine. HOW COULD IT BE FINE. forget it. Faster blow and i left the salon. THIS SALON IS BANNED!! Thats all. =)

* another misty day 5:05 PM

I just want to lay in your arms and fall asleep. Before the sun rises, i would quietly get up and
give you a peck on your forehead. den put on my dress and leave silently.

After closing the door slowly, taking the last look off your face, I'll enter the rainbow room.
There on the bed lies, 2 beautiful angels sleeping tight. Do what a mummy do, cover them well and put the bolsters back in place.

Preparing breakfast. Pancakes with... Maple syrup, butter, strawberry, grape and raspberry jam. Not forgetting a glass of milk. As I enter our room, I see you getting change and I will be adjusting your tie for you. Then we'll enter the rainbow room. As we look at our kids still sleeping so soundly, we will look at each other and smile.

At the dining table, my plate would have 1 piece of pancake while you have 3. As you finish your last mouth, i'll wipe your mouth and walk you to the door. "I love you sweetie". We'll hug and as usual, you'll do your role as a husband, a father and enjoy your day doing what you love. "Do remember to take in LOTS and LOTS of morning air." *smile*

* another misty day 6:17 PM

koreochita namida ga yuuki wo kureta
orenji iro no sora ni tameiki toketeku
sunaosugiru watashi ni ijimenaidene
daisuki wo tsutaetakunaru mune ga atsui yo

anata no koe ga kikitakute
sono koe no ba e ikou
sasayaku you ni uketomete, futari no hibi wo

anata no saba ni itai kara
muri mo shitaku naru yo
chiisana tegami todoketai
yureru koborebi

* another misty day 7:21 PM

What could be worst than having fever? Its........... FEVER + MENSES!! Ok, the day before, i had headache so i went to slp early. Then met samuel to attend the ocbc stock challenge opening ceremony at NTU. Still had appetite and ate quite well. Then, i went home happily waiting for the acer company to deliver my laptop. While waiting, i fell asleep. Woke up at 3pm and called the acer guy. He said he forgot to confirm my delivery. =.= So he said to deliver it tmr. I couldn't wait already man. It has been 6 days without laptop. Oh ya, then i discovered i got menses. Oh great. First day of menses. And was feeling a little hot. Couldn't find the thermometer so didn't check temperature. Went to acer to get my laptop and took a cab back because really bth liao. I was so sad la. I had fever and only my maids are at home. My bro is out and my mum and sis were at malacca. I thought they would come home on wednesday but they change it to thursday. I called my mum and told her i got fever then she say she come home on thursday i was a little sobbing liao. Then my mum ask me whether i got soar throat because i sounded weird. [I was crying] I said no la cough only. I was on the sofa lying and my maid found the thermometer then i measured. ok la. not too bad only 38.1 . =/ Around 8pm it rose to 38.9 . Then Matt came over and fed me cause i haven eat anything. Totally no appetite. Everytime i fever sure got people take care of me and feed me. Since my mum not around, matt had to do it. Muahaha. My muscle aches so much. The bloody bone marrow producing antibodies, making me so tired. I've recovered already but still feel kinda weak especially since i'm losing blood at the same time. ARGHHHHHHHH my weight gained..... all gone again. sobz.

I want to eat strawberry, mango and blackforest CAKE!!!!

* another misty day 10:59 AM

Have you ever had the feeling of wanting to tell someone something so badly but you cant? No, i'm not talking about secrets. Its more of unable to tell. My grandma is in the hospital, with 2 types of cancers. She left 2 months to live. Because I can't speak hokkian and my grandma can't speak english, i can't communicate with her at all. Its so torturing to see her so sick and tired and can't be able to comfort her with words. All i could do was just hold her hand and massage her paralysed right arm. When i visited her today, my aunt told me she's trying to act strong in front of her grandchildren. She wanted to sit down and stand up when she knew she can't but she was so strong. She wanted us to hold her up. I'm feel so freaking guilty because a few months back, she was in the hospital because of heart attack and i didn't visit her. Not gonna say some stupid excuses but i knew it and was just lazy to visit her. My aunt ask me why didn't i visit her the last time she was hospitalized. I couldn't believe what i said. "I didn't know she was hospitalized." I'm really a bitch.

As I was standing beside her bed, i sooooo feel like crying. Although she is so weak, she tried to be strong. Really proud of her. When we move my grandma to the chair to sit because she wanted to [act tough again], i kneeled infront of her, holding her hands and just looking at her vulnerable body. After 10 mins, she moved her hands and i, as her granddaughter do not know what she wants. So, I asked my aunt and my aunt said she was supposingly trying to ask me why i kneeling and ask me to sit on the chair or bed. She was happy seeing me and my sis today. I'm glad that she is smiling despite all the pain she gotta go thru.

* another misty day 8:08 PM

Yuva brought me to this V. V. V. V. V. goooddddddddddd chocolate bar. Three types of chocolate, milk, normal and dark. And you're suppose to dip the fruits or marshmallow or the bread into the choc and YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM. not that expensive, about 25 bucks and you get to enjoy some really good chocolate dips!

* another misty day 12:09 PM

Was clubbing at club momo yesterday. Sort of to celebrate me and samuel's birthday. At first very little people and we arrived around 11.30pm. Then we stood around waiting for jennifer to get us a seat. We sat down and everyone was like so boredddddddd. We open 2 bottles of vodka for $199/-. Around 12.20 Yuva came, bloody hell, didn't know they have a rule of 21 and above only after 12am. So, Jennifer had to bring Yuva and Rain in.

Then we headed to the dance floor. Samuel drink one cup of almost pure vodka and was like.................. so seh already. He dance like some kuku retro boy. It was damn hilarious. Even Yuva who seen him for the first time was saying that Samuel is cute. Lol~ Dance and dance and dance. So tired. legs was like jelly already. 3.30am we left. Only the dancing part was fun. Thanks for coming!~!!!!!!!

* another misty day 1:39 PM